A Moment’s Respite

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

“Out of the way, Tenno.” Wolf said coldly, “I’m not going to hurt her, idiot.”

With the Tenno refusing to move, Wolf grit his teeth in anger, his hand going to his sword.

“I said, out of the way.” Wolf growled, “Do not test me, Tenno. You’re on my lands, you do as I say.”

To that, the Trinity Prime gave a quick tilt of the head, as if to draw Wolf’s attention to something near them.

If Wolf looked, he would have seen several well-concealed figures just beyond the edge of the clearing. Plenty of other Tenno, all with their weapons lined on him.

…was that a Lenz one of them held?!

The healer Warframe got up silently, pacing around Wolf and the still-seated Yellow, who was trying to wordlessly request that the Tenno around them settle down.

If Wolf acted rashly, he was still outnumbered 20 to 1. Every Tenno sent to guard her was packing ridiculous levels of firepower.

“Well, you wanted to speak to me?” Yellow asked, trying to defuse the situation.

“You do realize you can’t kill me, right?” The Aurelien warlord yelled at the Tenno, “Idiots, the whole lot of you. Could you at least give us some privacy, please? This is a bit of a personal situation!”

With a sigh (and a particularly strong swear word in the Aurelien tongue uttered under his breath, only audible to Yellow), he looked to Yellow.

“I’m sure as a medical officer, you’re familiar with the psychological disorders side of it, yes? Like, PTSD?” He asked, leaning up against a tree, “Look, I’m having flashbacks, there’s this feeling of dread… I don’t know if I can take much more… And Green… He reminds me too much of old me… Just with a better grasp of tactics and even more dedicated to war… And it’s seriously fucking with my head.”

The Tenno surrounding them lowered their weapons reluctantly. The one with the Lenz seemed particularly dejected, a compatriot consoling them with a few pats of the shoulder.

Meanwhile, Yellow sighed as she considered her options. “Wolf, I will be frank…despite our advances in contemporary and esoteric medical science, psychological disorders and treatment remain a grey area.”

“I cannot just give you some magic pill that would simply cure you of the dread you experience. And whatever your thoughts on Green and you may be, that is a matter for yourself to face. Medication can only go so far.”

She sighed as the pacing Trinity Prime crossed their vision. “And while there are…other methods…of helping you, any and all of those constitute severe violations of sophont rights under both the Initiative and Coalition Charters. Es tut mir leid, Kaiser.

Wolf looked to Yellow, his gaze curious.

“What are those methods?” He asked impatiently. It was clear that in his state of mind, he was desperate, and wasn’t going to take no for an answer.

“TELL ME, GODDAMN IT!!” Wolf yelled.

The instant Wolf raised his voice, every Tenno present aimed their weapons at him.

The Tenno with the Lenz was quivering slightly in glee as they aimed at him, the Corpus bow ready to let loose its explosive bolt.

Yellow inhaled, trying to calm herself down from the fact that Wolf was willing to have her violate the Charter itself for his own gain.

“Wolf, please…you don’t want me to use those. I don’t want to use those. Do you understand exactly what you are trying to get me to do?”

Seeing that he was persistent on this, Yellow exhaled sharply. “You are trying to have me use methods and treatments along a similar line to what Zhere used to brainwash you. I refuse to do anything even remotely like that.”

Yellow had sworn to herself that if she ever did anything of that sort, whether intentionally or otherwise, she would resign on the spot.

“God fucking damn it.” Wolf said, pushing his glasses up his nose, and rolling his eyes in disgust, “Hey, you. Yeah you, with the bow. Good luck shooting an arrow at me.”

With a flick of his finger, the arrow was broken, the explosive tip flying off into the distance, exploding some distance away. Seeing the dejected nature of the Tenno after that, Wolf’s face softened.

“You’ll get a chance to use your bow, just not against me.” Wolf said, “Save your arrows. It’s not worth it.”

He turned back to Yellow, his expression having softened.

“As much as I know that whole thing was fake… Those were the happiest years I’ve ever had.” Wolf said, “You know I hold nothing against Zhere… The man was trying to help. Without him, I wouldn’t have access to Seraph. To think, a former Brotherhood Scientist turned pirate…”

He looked at his left arm, still covered in the glowing scars of the Seraph Network.

“You’re right…” He said, “Maybe therapy… That might help…”

Yellow breathed a sigh of relief. “At least you can see reason.”

She’d met Zhere a while after his release from his potential stasis imprisonment under Admiral Platinum’s authority. Needless to say, she and him had, at the time, quite a heated exchange of words regarding his horrifying actions to Wolf.

Neither of them had left the argument satisfied. To this day, Yellow still maintained that whatever his reasons, Zhere’s acts were unjustifiable violations of basic sophont rights.

Knowing how Wolf seemed to fervently defend Zhere for reasons that were completely unfathomable to her, Yellow decided arguing with him on this subject was a waste of time.

At least he was willing to go through whatever therapy she could provide. “There are some medications and nano-meds I can give you to ease your emotional state. They won’t be an instant cure, but it’s better than nothing.”

With that, Wolf seemed to recoil.

“I thought you’d suggest counselling.” He said, “I don’t react well to certain medications… I’m already on Risperidone for my autism, and that medication doesn’t mix well with others.”

He’d tried PTSD meds before – he’d reacted badly to them.

“Counselling is one of the therapy methods I’ll also be recommending, but that requires effort on your part.” Yellow responded.

The Fleet Admiral looked around somewhat uneasily before facing Wolf again. “And besides…all past records indicate that counselling will not be entirely effective if you keep flying off the handle at the therapists bringing up your issues.”

It was seriously frustrating, how Wolf seemed to avoid truly working through his complexes. Sure, he acknowledged them and even tried to overcome them, but it wasn’t the same as managing them enough to get through life with sufficient function.

Until he understood that comparing himself to others wasn’t going to get him anywhere, Yellow believed Wolf wouldn’t have an easy time scraping through this conflict.

On nearly every level except magical, even an average GDI soldier surpassed him, no thanks in part to their far superior level of augmentation and training.

There had been a few times where Wolf had beaten GDI personnel, but that had mostly been down to sheer dumb luck or inaction on their part.

cerulean-warbler:

johnskylar:

lisa-maxwell:

kyrafic:

“Never did like that much,” is a baller and superb way to express your irritation with the way the patriarchy refuses to acknowledge how badass you are.

Word.

Before World War I, she shot a cigarette out of the mouth of the Kaiser of Germany at his request.

After the war started she sent him a letter asking for another chance, as she was afraid her aim might’ve been a little off.

Annie Fucking Oakley everyone

On a Peak Towards Adventure

summoner-matthew:

fleet-admiral-red:

The AI nodded with a hum as they entered the forges proper. “I see…”

Upon seeing Red working near a nano-forge with a holoscreen while looking at a few blocks of raw materials, Lux piped up and waved. “Admiral! You called for me, right?”

The Fleet Admiral turned, and seeing Lux alongside the Summoner brought him a look of warm relief. “Yeah. It’s good to see you here, Lux. Since you’re here, guess that moogle traveled there and back safely. Sorry for the abrupt call, but I’d appreciate your help for now in setting up a Tier I defensive node in this castle. Focus on power generation and medical systems first.”

Ever the cheerful one, Lux nodded with a tiny salute and a smile. “Alright~.”

As the AI waltzed off elsewhere to begin elegantly creating machinery straight out of thin air and shimmering light, Red turned his attention to the Summoner.

“Summoner, if I may request something. I understand the necessity of our current war effort, but I’d like to create a new personal weapon for myself first. A project I’ve put off for quite a while, to put it simply.”

Red gestured to the holoscreen, which had an elegant-looking design on it, seemingly a hybrid between a really long-barreled handgun and a single-edged saber.

“I figure this will help a lot.”

“Creating new weapons doesn’t really bother me any, so go right ahead,” the Summoner admitted.  “Actually, I could use a bit of your technical expertise to try and develop something new for the Order.  There’s this one world I know of where magic isn’t readily available to people without the usage of a special item called a ‘Materia’.

“Materia is basically condensed spiritual energy, imbued with the knowledge of how to wield a specific spell.  It looks like a tiny gemstone, smaller than a marble in most cases.  The standard Materia creation method involves Mako Energy, which is a power source gained from effectively draining the planet’s collective energy, which would slowly kill off the planet.  Naturally, that’s not an option for us.

“I was thinking though, the tomes we currently have available can allow one to cast a spell as long as they’re proficient in reading the tome.  I was contemplating if we could theoretically use these tomes and some hi-tech stuff to turn them into Materia so that my troops can more easily have access to spells even without formal training in magic.

“Admittedly though, I have no idea how to accomplish this.  Anything magic-related tends to fly over my head, so I’ll probably need a lot of help to make this plan come to fruition.  Think you can help me with this plan, Red?”

Going over the Summoner’s request as he worked and tweaked the blueprint of his gunblade, Red soon nodded.

“While I can’t guarantee anything spectacular, I can pull off something of this sort. I won’t lie, it’s not going to be the most efficient of processes. And I’ll need a certain type of nanoscale arcanotech foundry to actually enable the process itself, which will take Lux about half a day once she sets up the basics of this place being fortified.”

Doubtlessly, some of the terms he used might have flown over the Summoner’s head, so Red tried to summarize it as best he could.

“In short, I’ll need time and some raw materials, preferably crystalline in nature. Doesn’t have to be refined or rare, even salt or sugar crystals will do as conversion feedstock.”

A Moment’s Respite

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

fleet-admiral-red:

howlofthewolf:

“Out of the way, Tenno.” Wolf said coldly, “I’m not going to hurt her, idiot.”

With the Tenno refusing to move, Wolf grit his teeth in anger, his hand going to his sword.

“I said, out of the way.” Wolf growled, “Do not test me, Tenno. You’re on my lands, you do as I say.”

To that, the Trinity Prime gave a quick tilt of the head, as if to draw Wolf’s attention to something near them.

If Wolf looked, he would have seen several well-concealed figures just beyond the edge of the clearing. Plenty of other Tenno, all with their weapons lined on him.

…was that a Lenz one of them held?!

The healer Warframe got up silently, pacing around Wolf and the still-seated Yellow, who was trying to wordlessly request that the Tenno around them settle down.

If Wolf acted rashly, he was still outnumbered 20 to 1. Every Tenno sent to guard her was packing ridiculous levels of firepower.

“Well, you wanted to speak to me?” Yellow asked, trying to defuse the situation.

“You do realize you can’t kill me, right?” The Aurelien warlord yelled at the Tenno, “Idiots, the whole lot of you. Could you at least give us some privacy, please? This is a bit of a personal situation!”

With a sigh (and a particularly strong swear word in the Aurelien tongue uttered under his breath, only audible to Yellow), he looked to Yellow.

“I’m sure as a medical officer, you’re familiar with the psychological disorders side of it, yes? Like, PTSD?” He asked, leaning up against a tree, “Look, I’m having flashbacks, there’s this feeling of dread… I don’t know if I can take much more… And Green… He reminds me too much of old me… Just with a better grasp of tactics and even more dedicated to war… And it’s seriously fucking with my head.”

The Tenno surrounding them lowered their weapons reluctantly. The one with the Lenz seemed particularly dejected, a compatriot consoling them with a few pats of the shoulder.

Meanwhile, Yellow sighed as she considered her options. “Wolf, I will be frank…despite our advances in contemporary and esoteric medical science, psychological disorders and treatment remain a grey area.”

“I cannot just give you some magic pill that would simply cure you of the dread you experience. And whatever your thoughts on Green and you may be, that is a matter for yourself to face. Medication can only go so far.”

She sighed as the pacing Trinity Prime crossed their vision. “And while there are…other methods…of helping you, any and all of those constitute severe violations of sophont rights under both the Initiative and Coalition Charters. Es tut mir leid, Kaiser.

Wolf looked to Yellow, his gaze curious.

“What are those methods?” He asked impatiently. It was clear that in his state of mind, he was desperate, and wasn’t going to take no for an answer.

“TELL ME, GODDAMN IT!!” Wolf yelled.

The instant Wolf raised his voice, every Tenno present aimed their weapons at him.

The Tenno with the Lenz was quivering slightly in glee as they aimed at him, the Corpus bow ready to let loose its explosive bolt.

Yellow inhaled, trying to calm herself down from the fact that Wolf was willing to have her violate the Charter itself for his own gain.

“Wolf, please…you don’t want me to use those. I don’t want to use those. Do you understand exactly what you are trying to get me to do?”

Seeing that he was persistent on this, Yellow exhaled sharply. “You are trying to have me use methods and treatments along a similar line to what Zhere used to brainwash you. I refuse to do anything even remotely like that.”

Yellow had sworn to herself that if she ever did anything of that sort, whether intentionally or otherwise, she would resign on the spot.

“God fucking damn it.” Wolf said, pushing his glasses up his nose, and rolling his eyes in disgust, “Hey, you. Yeah you, with the bow. Good luck shooting an arrow at me.”

With a flick of his finger, the arrow was broken, the explosive tip flying off into the distance, exploding some distance away. Seeing the dejected nature of the Tenno after that, Wolf’s face softened.

“You’ll get a chance to use your bow, just not against me.” Wolf said, “Save your arrows. It’s not worth it.”

He turned back to Yellow, his expression having softened.

“As much as I know that whole thing was fake… Those were the happiest years I’ve ever had.” Wolf said, “You know I hold nothing against Zhere… The man was trying to help. Without him, I wouldn’t have access to Seraph. To think, a former Brotherhood Scientist turned pirate…”

He looked at his left arm, still covered in the glowing scars of the Seraph Network.

“You’re right…” He said, “Maybe therapy… That might help…”

Yellow breathed a sigh of relief. “At least you can see reason.”

She’d met Zhere a while after his release from his potential stasis imprisonment under Admiral Platinum’s authority. Needless to say, she and him had, at the time, quite a heated exchange of words regarding his horrifying actions to Wolf.

Neither of them had left the argument satisfied. To this day, Yellow still maintained that whatever his reasons, Zhere’s acts were unjustifiable violations of basic sophont rights.

Knowing how Wolf seemed to fervently defend Zhere for reasons that were completely unfathomable to her, Yellow decided arguing with him on this subject was a waste of time.

At least he was willing to go through whatever therapy she could provide. “There are some medications and nano-meds I can give you to ease your emotional state. They won’t be an instant cure, but it’s better than nothing.”